~sighs~ The girlfriend is upset that I made out with another girl last night. Now, obviously this sounds pretty bad. But, you have to realize that we have been together for a year and a half, and at this point, she _IS_ the only person I want to be with. However, she keeps telling me that I need to date others, and see other people so that her and I will know we are right for each other in the future. She is 12 years older then me, and she doesn't want us to stick together for 5 years, then split, and her be left alone and having to start all over at that age.
So...I do what she wants. Now she says that isn't what she meant. So, trying to get her to just hear me out when I say what I did was due to her telling me to, and not just because I wanted to.
We are chatting a little bit about it now, basically I told her to just tell me she wants me to be hers, and hers only, and it will be done, and be just hers.
If I ever get it straight with her, I want to stay with her. If it is over...we will go from there...bleh...just wanted to...vent...thanks.