[Benzilla]

Damn it, now I want a cigarette!!! I'm also trying to stop, I've only been smoking for a few years, but I smoke just as much, about a half pack/full pack a day. Sometimes Camels, mostly Winstons. The biggest mistake I made was, when I ran out, I decided I would just go cold turkey and not buy anymore...... the last two days have been a deeper hell that you can imagine if you've never been here. There's a lot of other dramatic shit going on right now, so it really isn't a good time for me.. but it's a nasty habit and I should stop.... shit, I'm going to the store, be back later lol.

But really, I feel your pain.